i don't particularly like to make friends with boys
because they hurt u, they use u. maybe not everyone just the unlucky ones like me
i was made a fool by them. tortured, teased
until now, i've never forgivened the ones who did that to me
who made my preschool and junior yrs horrible, unbearable
they use u and when u ask for help. they give u the most hurtful, self centered, egoistic answer i've ever heard
they can win an award
guys are total jerks. i'm not saying that all guys are
they tell u straight off that u're hideous or disgusting or whatever nonesense their bird brains can think abt. or sometimes they have the nerve to whisper it behind u when they know that u can hear
i've heard those lines many times. to other ppl and to me
when i was younger, i was gullible it disgusted me till i forced a finger down my throat and threw up into the toilet bowl. when i hadnt eaten anything.
boys? hmmmmm.....
they are egoistic, selfish, self centered, too in loved to oneself and revolting
well they have taught me a valuable lesson
not many can win my trust this easily these days. I prefer to avoid those that i know i cannot trust
for they only waste ur time. If they post some meaningless graffiti on my facebook wall, especially those who'd hurt me in the past, i will simply ignore them
i am not kin on forgiving. i am not kin on forgiving those hypocrites.
but i blame boys....
for now words hardly get to me.
when friends tell me that nothing's wrong, everything will be alright
i don't believe too easily and prefer to believe that the world is fabricated over a world of lies.
that makes me think of reality. for u might never know what it might throw at u
and for my friend.
dear
how can u be so lan c now? ur ego has returned
now u have a whole group of guys cowering at ur feet. thinking of u as a high priestess or what we call nowadays DAI GA JIE
and what happens when u lose them? hmmmm....?
are u just gonna continue this facade? breezing through reality. getting too touchy feel when it comes to guys
taken guys
remember what u did to my guy?
u violated our space. me and my guy's space so that u can "upgrade" ur reputation
or what i like to call "school profile"
touching him in front of me.
i've stood beside u, holding ur hand when times get tough. but it seems that u like to take things for granted . hmmmmm....??
u want to be looked up as "yeng"
well i tell u. u are very yeng. yeng in pretending
u have the nerve to tell me that
"actually i don't like u, is u like me"
that was a big soccer punch
are u that zi lian???? do u realized that without ur friends around u've got nothing??
u try so so hard to be a dai ga jie. everybody can see it. have u got no shame?
when ur words are all filled with half hearted ness...no meaning
we all hear ur loud voice when u want to grab attention. and u just cant wait to take pic with a cute guy so that u might seem more "popular?"
and if a guy doesnt answer u , u become so upset. not wanting to do anything
as if they are ur whole life
grow up will u?
i feel so sorry for u *laughs*
because i realized that u might never find "real happiness"
