Full of Life

back~

2010-09-27T06:19:00.000-07:00

hey~ i'm back.....

i really wanna blog but i have nothing to write and also all my travel photo's are still processing so

its gotta wait

and i have like 600+ pics so u guys cant expect me to post them right^^ forgive me !!!!

but if u wanna ask me, u guys can ask me as freely as u wish XD

so...school eh

finally went to school guys ( p.s i m lazy)

had shit loads of homework and gotta rush my projects since exam's just around the corner

i have a science test on wednesday SHIT ==

and kei told me that i had over 30+ of homeworks and assignments to complete

@##$$%%^^$!!

So probably wont on9 very much

ciao!

cheah's birthday

2010-09-09T08:00:00.000-07:00

her hs: my lame photo shooting skills

FIRSTLY HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEAH!!!!!!

finally 14 eh XDD

so we celebrated it with BBQ in her new hs

btw? can malays eat BBQ?? heng

her hs damn nice!!! i love her bro's room because its blue!!!!

lol her lighting can change colour wan

someone gave her a card.... so cute!!!

and ta da this is the two ba po. when they were surrounded by the mutiara girls, they were so shy!!!

HAHAHA so cute la the two of them
their "yeng" pose

we went swimming afterwards in T-SHIRTS!!!! HAHA

so nice.

k3i don't wanna swim and i kept trying to hug her when i was dripping wet XDD

after that

camwhored!!!!

cheah's wearing a dress!!!! XDD

i will savor this moment forever cheah!!!

ignore the face
loves
from above

and finally birthday cake!!!!

cake from sweet memories... so cute!!!!

Happy birthday to u

u live in a zoo

u look like a monkey!!!!

and......u smell lik one too XDD

When i ws abt to go home, i felt like crying GAH

because of ___________________

finally came home and packed

bon voyage guys!!!

2010-09-09T02:52:00.000-07:00

alright!! tomorrow at 4pm i'll be arriving in KLIA or the TERMINAL...

i'm sitting the cathay pacific i think. and my mum said that the seats are gonna be like air asia. WTF

so i'm gonna sit there for 18 hours ==

my luggage is larger and heavier than me == plus its orange!!!!

god i just dread abt all the fights i'll have with my mum. she's so fussy =(

and i'll finally be able to meet uncle jasper, uncle josh, uncle peter (maybe), uncle ricky and uncle alexis

gosh....my skin's gonna start peeling again...this always happens everytime i go to a cold country ==

gonna try getting more creative with my photo taking skills...trying not to make our travel photos look like what ppl do in the 80's

u know, the messy hair, the oily face, the totally NOT creative photo angle.

so gonna throw in some effects like sepia, black and white or color focus.... yea XD

bye!

travelling blues

2010-09-04T08:08:00.000-07:00

As some of u might know i'll be gone from the 10th till the 23rd

I'LL BE LEAVING FOR EUROPE YEAH!!!!

though this is my first time going there, lotsa preparations were made

and mum asking me this over and over agn

do u have back up pads? yes
did u buy lotion and lipbalm? yes
no liquids over 100 ml above kay? sure
rmb to bring ur phone? yea
shit ! we don't have enough luggage space ==

i'll be travelling to 5 or 4 countries

1st stop germany, frankfurt
2nd stop switzerland
3rd stop france, paris
4th stop Italy
5th stop london

and i'll be on countless planes. 15 + hours each..... ==

and it'll be @##$%^& raining and cold

i wont even be back after the holidays end

and guess what my uncle told me after he came back from dubai

now, even mascara cant even bring onto the flight zzzzz

lipstick oso cannot ( not my problem XDD)

and there's alot of case of ur padlocks getting cut. stealing prehaps

but they all give u the lame excuse and say that they scare got bomb

WTF don't they know that our luggages had been scanned be4 the departure

use brain la ==

now i'm deciding on which book to bring onto the trip

obviously one book cant be enough

so i'll bring two or three == ARGGHHHHH

will i get fatter or thinner?

=____=

2010-09-03T08:13:00.000-07:00

i don't particularly like to make friends with boys

because they hurt u, they use u. maybe not everyone just the unlucky ones like me

i was made a fool by them. tortured, teased

until now, i've never forgivened the ones who did that to me

who made my preschool and junior yrs horrible, unbearable

they use u and when u ask for help. they give u the most hurtful, self centered, egoistic answer i've ever heard

they can win an award

guys are total jerks. i'm not saying that all guys are

they tell u straight off that u're hideous or disgusting or whatever nonesense their bird brains can think abt. or sometimes they have the nerve to whisper it behind u when they know that u can hear

i've heard those lines many times. to other ppl and to me

when i was younger, i was gullible it disgusted me till i forced a finger down my throat and threw up into the toilet bowl. when i hadnt eaten anything.

boys? hmmmmm.....

they are egoistic, selfish, self centered, too in loved to oneself and revolting

well they have taught me a valuable lesson

not many can win my trust this easily these days. I prefer to avoid those that i know i cannot trust

for they only waste ur time. If they post some meaningless graffiti on my facebook wall, especially those who'd hurt me in the past, i will simply ignore them

i am not kin on forgiving. i am not kin on forgiving those hypocrites.

but i blame boys....

for now words hardly get to me.

when friends tell me that nothing's wrong, everything will be alright

i don't believe too easily and prefer to believe that the world is fabricated over a world of lies.

that makes me think of reality. for u might never know what it might throw at u

and for my friend.

dear

how can u be so lan c now? ur ego has returned

now u have a whole group of guys cowering at ur feet. thinking of u as a high priestess or what we call nowadays DAI GA JIE

and what happens when u lose them? hmmmm....?

are u just gonna continue this facade? breezing through reality. getting too touchy feel when it comes to guys

taken guys

remember what u did to my guy?

u violated our space. me and my guy's space so that u can "upgrade" ur reputation

or what i like to call "school profile"

touching him in front of me.

i've stood beside u, holding ur hand when times get tough. but it seems that u like to take things for granted . hmmmmm....??

u want to be looked up as "yeng"

well i tell u. u are very yeng. yeng in pretending

u have the nerve to tell me that

"actually i don't like u, is u like me"

that was a big soccer punch

are u that zi lian???? do u realized that without ur friends around u've got nothing??

u try so so hard to be a dai ga jie. everybody can see it. have u got no shame?

when ur words are all filled with half hearted ness...no meaning

we all hear ur loud voice when u want to grab attention. and u just cant wait to take pic with a cute guy so that u might seem more "popular?"

and if a guy doesnt answer u , u become so upset. not wanting to do anything

as if they are ur whole life

grow up will u?

i feel so sorry for u *laughs*

because i realized that u might never find "real happiness"

lovin this song

2010-09-03T00:20:00.000-07:00

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let ?em out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And havin' so much to say
(Much to say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do, oh
Oh yeah

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
(To say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

Not seein' that lovin' you
That's what I was trying to do, ooo

weee. nice pic

2010-08-31T00:52:00.000-07:00

chipped nail polish~~~ XDD

haiz gotta start studying soon......

check out that huge lump @#$% books behind me.

HAPPY MERDEKA DAY!!!!! ^^

ITS ALIVE!!!

2010-08-27T07:51:00.000-07:00

MY PHONE IS FIXED

~YAY~

anyways....felt like getting a jacket

but i probably have to save up and earn it. like work for it

cause i don't wanna digg into my money box that i save for rainy days. i mean a girl's gotta prepare right?

i dun get monthly allowance so i gotta save up for things that i wanna buy.

so which jacket should i buy??

let me know whacha think

p.s i'm thinking of selling some of my old clothes and accessories. and don't worry they are reasonably priced and i accept refunds. postage is free too.

2010-08-26T10:32:00.000-07:00

beeen reading alot lately

i've recently read

1.shopaholic
2. the vampire's assistant
3.cirque the freak
4. tunels of blood
5. tempted
6.hunted

now i wannn more books

karma

2010-08-25T05:40:00.000-07:00

god god why am i crying .....

this doesnt feel like home anymore

i spent more time in my room then i do normally. i don't even feel like going home anymore

i can feel tears behind my eyes everytime i come home.

i just want things to be back to the way it was

when we were happy and laughing together. telling each other stories of our day.

but now...... it seems that to me

two's a company, three's a crowd

i am forever never to enter ur life am i?

i feel like staying in school forever. i have friends there. my baby

they love me without any condition. i love them

i decided to keep quiet throughout dinner everyday.

when u guys criticize me, i keep my head down low, my eyes forever glued to my plate

and now U GUYS SAY THAT I AM LAN C?????

just because i would not answer to ur criticism, u guys say that i am BITCHY????

i couldn't bring myself to agree that i am useless, stupid, bitchy, rags, lan c. those are not true

as far as i am concern.

i can't even cry anymore.

i will never surrender to u. never.

i just needed someone to love

random random facts

2010-08-24T07:44:00.000-07:00

show u guys one leng luii, believe it or not she took this photo by herself!!! with a tripod . yeng

1. if i wear eyeliner all over my eyes...i look exxxxxxxxxxxxxxtra lan c

2.i hate one person and named her horse face!!!!

3. i have bruises all over my body ><

4. I REALLY WAN A NEW CAMERA!!!

5.my fon finally sent to repair liao

6. i wan go outttttttttt

random

2010-08-24T07:34:00.001-07:00

felt like buying this camera but this is touch screen == and i when i walk always po kai sooooo.....
actually wanted to buy this but my mum already has the gold one sooooooooo....

i hav no idea

but i have plenty of time to ask because i will probably only ask for a new camera if i score great marks in PMR

oh well ==

ouch it hurts

2010-08-22T07:19:00.000-07:00

U CALL ME A FAKER??? Haha I cannot believe that my own mother can say that to me.

U hear but u don’t listen. U never listen to whatever I want to say to u.

U say that I’m stubborn, u say that I’m a freak (yep she says that to me ) she calls me shit

U know why I don’t wanna listen to u? Because when u call me to do things, u speak to me as if I am ur employed maid.

I AM UR DAUGHTER. I don’t wan to admit that u’re right because once I admit it, u will smile in pleasure. Not the nice kind either. U gave me that wicked grin and say “I told u so(ouch)”

U don’t say

“I’m glad that u’ve changed”

“ I’m sorry I was harsh on u”

Or at least smile? Smile like what a real mother would do!

God why am I crying while typing this out?

I still remember

When I was 6, u wanted me to act like I’m 17

Any kind of mistake I make, any kind was like a disgrace to u guys, my parents

From spiling a drink, falling down, or simply misplacing something

It was like hell. Because any kind of mistake seemed to make u guys hate me more

And the hate has grown.

When I mess up, u guys don’t say “ try not to do it again”

U guys just say” what is ur problem?” or ‘ y u so ma fan wan”

When I was younger if I refuse to listen

U guys threathen me, up until now

WHAT U THINK THAT I FUCKING CARE ABT THE DAMN EUROPE TRIP?!

I’M LEAVING ON MY BESTFRIEND’S BIRTHDAY

I HAVE T O GO TO EUROPE FOR 2 WEEKS SURROUNDED BY YOU

NO PRIVACY

WHY THE HELL WOULD I WAN TO GO THERE

U think that little threat would make me fall?

Mother I am strong, I am not stupid

U’re no parent

U crush ur child’s dream, her creativity, her voice.

U HAV MONEY ,A HUSBAND WHO LOVES U, GREAT HEALTH

WHAT MORE DO U POSSIBLY WANT?

Was I an accident? Because it’ll seem like a whole lot nicer to be borned with a different mother

lens lens lens

2010-08-20T08:36:00.000-07:00

longggggg time ago pic...ignore my baka face XDD

recently feel like wan purchase again lens but dun wan so fast buy later po kai XDD

i wannn:

geo angel blue
geo nudy golden blue
geo nudy grey
super barbie nudy pink

usually i buy from this seller

http://suhyin-colorlensshop.blogspot.com/2009/02/geocatalogprice-list.html

100% trusted seller, friendly and orginal. when u order then tomorrow can reach liao (geng)

but i wait my other lens expire first then only buy

random pics

sungai wang

2010-08-17T02:46:00.000-07:00

mega sale came!!!! so me and mum go and shop shop

ntg say so just let the pics talk

altogether cost rm100+

dunno why love this one the most ^

my fon still spoil =__________=

kids

2010-08-14T00:47:00.001-07:00

kids..aihs...

if a small kid with a reputation for not being annoying came up to me and start talking about star wars or i don't know? pokemon? i wouldn't mind

but if a small kid, spoiled, weepy, annoying, demanding and acting cute ish. i would probably feel like slapping the kid. yep this only applies to small little girls.

i hav to deal with two spoiled, weepy, rich, annoying, demanding, cute ish little girls everyday on my way to school. ofcourse i car pool.

sadly they are my neighbors. ish

unlike my friends, i don't exactly squirm along with the kids or offer piggy back rides on a daily basis

u guys really cant blame me for being cold. i'm not cruel to them. but its best to avoid them

how's living with ur dad's employee's family fro 6 freakin years. someone u don't know .

i have made friends with their children. they are my child hood friends

but their parents gave me a cold shoulder all this time. i pretended not to mind.

unlike some kids. at their age, i wasnt really acting cute ish or feeling cute ish or any kind of child like pleasure.

because i remembered that when i look into the mirror. my aunts always tell me to not be vain.

when i dance around in my new dress. they call me to CUT IT OUT. i mean c'mon i was a kid. what kid doesn do that

i don't rmb getting any kind of hug or congratulations when i was staying at their home.

when i found out that they only " pretended" to love me was because of the money.

yep my mum paid them to take care of me.

i cried for heaps and kicked myself for being so gullible. way to go for feeling like i belong. but all the time i already know that i don't belong, i just didnt want to admit it to myself.

how did they love me? they take away my toys. scold me for being vain for what?! just because my mom sent me a new dress. treat me unfairly among the children.

some love guys

the only person who wishes me happy birthday in that child hood home was my nanny.

so that might be the explanation. get it?

2010-08-13T08:17:00.000-07:00

let's see

1. my phone is fucking useless and i hav to tell dearest 'mum'. i can already imagine the scene

2.i'm leaving for Europe on my bestie's b'day.how wonderful

3.leaving for europe means i have to study study earlier. because after i come bac from my vacation...exam starts. shite

4. i got a damn flu and sore throat( thx lao gong so sweet giv me ji hua drink ^^)

5.i am officially bankrupt

6.i havent do geo project because i hate the teacher

7. i just realized that i have insufficient undergarments to last through two weeks

8. mega sale came and i want to shop!!!!!!!!!! but mum is sick TT so maybe no go

wow life is just...........great

dun expect too much

2010-08-07T23:35:00.000-07:00

my motto: dun expect too much from someone

when i pak to first time with any guy, i wont expect much from a boy

at first, will be all sweet sweet then slowly become ........u all know la XD

i wont so fast give my kiss. cause my kisses are precious. HELL YA

i wont simply give anyone my mwaaahhss

i wont so fast buy ring, necklace...whatever

i wont so fast make promise

everything must be slow

because there would be no meaning

because if we all girls believe too much in love, give him our everything then when he break up with us

we not feel very heart break??? feel until like wan die lik that jkjk==, feel like wan have revenge??

i wont simply say

i promise i wont leave u

u're the only person in my heart

i can' t live without u

u're my evrything

we'll be together forever. I PROMISE ==

if i say to the person i love, is i really mean it. i really dun lik to say all the thing that can easy to break

i wont make promises that i won't be able to keep

i wont expect too much from the person i love

i give time and chances

i really dun like to rush things

i like this

i wont have any regrets because i knew that i tried my best. that's y i dun feel any need to take revenge, reach for a blade or wish that we were back together

that's how i'd like to end each relationship in the future

but all i know is that i will try my best

love u lao gong ^^

europe

2010-08-06T23:16:00.000-07:00

btw peeps

i'm going to europe in september !!!

i'll be gone for two weeks

mum said that we'd go to paris, italy or some weird place

but what's worst is that i'm leaving ON MY BEST FRIEND'S BIRTHDAY...ARGGHHHHHH

and i'd be walking around europe from 5 am to 10 pm for the next two weeks

talk abt extreme workout

ciao !

love euuu

2010-08-03T07:08:00.001-07:00

our rings.......too bad i lost it

actually he lost it first and found it but on the day he found it i lost it.....==

hehe that's us being naturally stupid

that's like the ONLY picture i have of u.......

he always dun let me take pic

but nvm ^^
the birthday present u gave me

dear i'm hugging this bear everynight

finally 'i love u dear'^^

happy 1 year 12 months dear

addicted to korean noodles

2010-08-03T04:05:00.000-07:00

cut liao hair...ish ugly

but no picture because no phone and yeah i hav no camera

sry lovely lao gong today dunno why angry u

HAPPY 1 YEAR 12 MONTH lao gong!!! ^^

muckxx muckxx

boys over flowers

2010-07-30T07:28:00.001-07:00

god finally watched finished all the episodes...felt so sad when this soap opera ended

not because of the ending but because it ended.....it ended no more boys over flowers

all the leng zai ^^

back~

2010-07-28T05:55:00.000-07:00

hi.... i'm back

god god god internet so slow..................

i can't update much because the damn lagging connection won't let me

so this is just a quick update

so i realized that my daily routine goes like this

7:10 am ~ wake up

7:30~ go school and sweet sweet with baby

8:25~ reach school

9 to 3:45

sej: alert
eng:blur blur
maths:sleep
geo:sleep
kh:blur blur and alert
seni:alert
PE: loiter here and there
sc:blur blur
Pol: sleep
PM; cussing the teacher. god hopes she dies and rot in hell
sivik;forced to stay alert

hahahaha ==

BTW, MY PHONE SPOIL LIAO!!!!!!

SO PLS DON'T CONTACT ME

U CAN CONTACT ME IN SCHOOL, SOMETIMES I WILL ONN MY MSN

SASCHASIM@HOTMAIL.COM
(but due to the line connection maybe not)

SRY FOR ANY INCONVENIENCE ><>

i will update abt leisure mall, cookie day, jia wen's hs and alot soon

byes

stay tuned

FUCK U ALL

2010-07-14T07:35:00.000-07:00

u all don't try to act like u are all dai lou.

yes ah i saying u ah, all the new probate, especially the sr 1

waa... lan c daoooo........

see ur lc face oso feel like wan slap liao

i call ur mum go jiak sai first

later see u still dare ding ju wo men mah

u are probate so what 0o very big adi ah

u no experience, no power, not mature then u wan me respect u meh

siao pei la

like to show the LCLY face, PLS LA WRINKLE COME OUT EYE OSO CANNOT SEE LIAO LO

I SEE UR MOUTH SO BIG, FASTER GROW MORE BIG LA. I SEE UR MOUTH CAN GROW HOW BIG

WHEN U THINK U GOT GUTS TO COME UP TO ME AND SAY UR SHIT ONLY COME LA

I WAN U COME FACE TO FACE DUN GO AND SPAM ON9 OR GO TALK SHIT BEHIND THERE

DUN BE A COWARD, MOU LAI MOU

WHO U THINK U ARE ? GOD ARH? aiyor god oso cannot help u la aduii

AND THE HORSE FACE AH ( DUNNO HER NAME ==) U LIKE JONATHAN SO MUCH

PUII!!!! HE NOT SO HIGH CLASS OSO BETTER THAN U LA. WAN KAO HIM GO KAO LA

I SEE U LATER GO CRY IN TOILET NARH

HE WONT WAN U DEH

SEE WE SR 2 THEN GO AND BITCH BEHIND US LA, SOMEMORE DA DAN WHISPER NEXT TO US OWH

LEI JIAK SAI LA. FAT LIKE SHIT, BODY SHAPE LIK BOWLING BALL NERH

FACE SOME MORE LIKE HORSE DUN TRY TO COME TO SR 2 LA

FA HOU THERE, NO BODY WAN SEE U LA. U THINK U VERY GENG MEH. DUII

U AL PROBATE AH

GOT TIE SO WHAT!! U KNOW ANOT THAT TIE SUPPOSE TO HAV HONOR

OTHER PPL LAST TIME WORKED THEIR BUTTS OFF EARNING THAT TITTLE

BUT NOW LET U ALL DIRTY THE WORD CALL HONOR LIAO

I DON'T THINK U ALL KNOW WHAT IS HONOR OWH. LAN JIAO!!!

U all STILL HAV THE CARD THERE . U ALL SURE KNOW WHAT IT SAY OH

PROBATE (TRAINEE) HAHA

WHEN U DON'T GET CHOSEN BY THE PASTORAL CARE. DUN GO CRY AH

GO HOME LA.

^^

bar code>ink>red stains

2010-07-07T07:44:00.001-07:00

so this idea came up to me when i was playing with cheah's colourful range of pens

u know drawing a line on my wrist and stuff. soon it ended up as a barcode

so this idea struck me

i am so gonna get a bar code tattoo somewhere on my legs/ ankle/ wrist....i dunno.....maybe below my feet??

and and an angel tattoo, or a fallen angel whatever...and definitely a butterfly at my butt crack XD

GOD I AM SO CRAZY OF IT

anyways the very random me used red and black gel pen

mixed them together and drew it on my wrist

so it looks like blood

and damn did i fool alot of ppl XD

even en.farid
fake-ish...i know XD

and i am so addicted to lip stains

i'll stop eye makeup for now

maybe for a really long while

just a lip stain and two swipes of mascara

yes that'll be my signature look XDD

here is some random pics of me

vain cam whoring

i know its fugly ><

gonna maybe go to jia wen's hs this weekened....

GOSH....miss her so much

so much to catch up on. i wanna laugh like mad again with her

and maybe watch some movies and make up some evil jokes abt ppl

just jk =D

game plan

2010-07-03T22:17:00.001-07:00

again i don't know whether to laugh or cry

the damn long cane whipped at my flesh. i don't know why i didn't cry

until u screamed those words at me. vulgar. hatred. anger. bitch

i didn't cry

until u pulled at my ears. no u not only want me to cry and break down

u even wanted my eyes to be in fear. i didn't want to look at u. and u thought i was lc?

then u slapped me...then i cried.

u don't even let me go up to my room to dry my tears. u wanted me to stay there. u wanted to watch and continue ur talk

eventhough me and dad already know there is nothing else left to say

u don't care what i am going to say, there is no room left for me to defend myself when u're own the roll

dad? pfffffffffffft he sits there staring at the damn tv set like the only main focus in the room

my hate for u has grown. i am no longer the person, daughter that u oh so proudly raised

boasted to ur own friends and relatives. behind closed doors....u force knowledge into my own head so that u don't ' lose ur pride, ego whatever". when i voice out u were like

what is ur problem

the best option was to keep quiet. yeah when i was a kid

we both know that we don't take from crap from anyone. anyone not even our own parents

u know that. u've done that. u're even doing it to ur own daughter

dun go all sweety sweety when i'm earning millions, driving a mercedes and the big CEO of a big company

i'm not an idiot. i have my own game plan

u can't control what i want to be in the future.

again i laughed till i was on my knees, cried some more and laughed again.

ahahaha.....this feeling is priceless.

i no longer feel guilty, afraid, useless

this feeling is priceless. wise. and knows what i am doing wrong and what i'm doing right

most importantly, i know i am right

weeee..........

2010-07-02T19:36:00.000-07:00

ahahaha saw this in a magazine. btw this is a brand ok. but seriously did they hav to put that kind of logo. XD
camwhoring....epic fail

finally today can spent time with lao gong

actually today he can go back early wan....but i make him stay back with me =p

today school ends at 1 pm...because the teachers have a meeting....==

that's like 5 hours of school

but uncle just had to wait for the RIS students so all of us hav to wait really really long

2 hours to be exact.

guess what guess what

ming lok, the guy's whose 10 % smarter than me, a monitor %$#@!! slapped me

WITH A TIE!!!! it was like a giant rubber band flicking on my cheeks!!!!!!!!

uwaaahhhh....

anyways

we went to the canteen and sat there chattin

he drank some guava juice and me a 100 plus. guess what

when i was just drinking

he had this smirk on his face and he pulled my 100 plus..while i was drinking it!!!!!!

swt the water almost kena my bag TT

bully me again ==

then we sat there chattin on the stairs....u know the one next to the bookstore

that place brings alot of memories XD

had a sweet time there ^^

but then some guard looked at us and called us to go

so we go lo

still had to wait for the RIS kid....so we.....just sat in the van......so hot!!!!

finally i ended up sitting in ryan's father's car.damn his dad can speak serious english

as if he was a caucasion....ryan? not so much like his father

ryan is annoying

and guess what i found in his dad's car?

this!!!! omg.....his dad must really love him

spend the night watching prince of persia again

on dad's crappy laptop

i was cussing at it the whole time

and watched shrek the third afterwards

-_-

2010-06-29T06:31:00.000-07:00

currently: smsing with lao gong
listening to: wedding dress by big bang
eating: red bull and stale doughnut

u know what's good parenting? actually sitting down and listen to ur child

u know what's bad parenting? screaming, snapping, cursing, ur child. didn't give them a chance to explain. and every single word u spat out was vulgar. likes to lower his/ her self esteem and prefer to end ur lectures in disgrace

what's the outcome then?

i know what i did was wrong.

but after what u said for the past few days, years

i don't know whether to be guilty, sorry, angry, mad, sad, dissapointed, embarrassed

u know what i feel now? confused

i don't know whether i should cry. i stopped crying altogether last month

i need an addiction. i need an addiction...

i became more stubborn, ignorant and managed to master the art of hypocrite listening

i am aware of my attitude thank you very much

when i don't say anything during ur lectures, u think that i am being stubborn

when i do, u say that i am a disrespectful person

i know this line very well . how u like to end ur talks to me ' go die la'

i wont treat u guys bad when i'm older, when u guys start going old

i have the biggest respect for u guys. i don't worship u though

i won't abandon u guys when i get a good job and start having my own family

this isn't some epic asian drama. u guys think that i will abandon u guys when i'm older. fine have it ur way ( ur own thinking).

haihs....

pms is such a bitch

2010-06-27T06:27:00.000-07:00

omg TT why internet so slow today!!!!!!!! =[

so found out that my IGCSE marks are 86 A ^^ happy abt it

and surprisingly the highest mark in my results ==

exams

2010-06-24T07:03:00.000-07:00

stupid exams

love my class hates the stupid smartness that came with it

its like a damn package deal

so....

here's my results

eng: 83 A

bm: 62 C

maths: 78 A

sivik: 83 A

p moral: 82 A

geo: 61 C

sejarah: dunnooooo

kh: dunoooooo

sc: 76 A ( am am hou)

POL: 48/80..ho..ho..ho

art: 80 A

dan dan dan

haiz

no mood

ciao!

happy 200 post day

2010-06-20T00:58:00.000-07:00

this my 200th post....lol

so might as well make this post meaningful eh.

dedicated to so many i forget XD

i've probably and mostly will ignore ur friend requests on fb

hey they were a bitch to me in junior

so y would i wan to be ur pal now

and i'm not talking about it as in virtually. HELL am i lucky eh. i landed in the same class with u.

seriously, some of the students in the class is for first impressions. like the face that should be in sr 2 joy.

fine, so u made my life horrible for the past 3 years until i landed myself a position in jr 3 joy

who knew i had to rejoin u again. i've never forgiven u. forget trusting u.u were never my friend so we don't have any history.

well, so i m pretty stupid to think u've changed. turns out u were still the same. u treated ur own friends like crap. and i can't believe she didn't give u a tight slap.

even how delightful it sounds, slapping u. its not my job. maybe it will be for someone else.

and there goes for facebook friends too. why stalk ur nemesis when u don't even wan her/him to be in ur life. any way of it. so i'll probably remove some of u guys from my list.

why waste time on fast relations.instead embark on an unfriend frenzy. friends who u would go to for help, friends u would consider hanging out with after 20 years. in the event these people actually notice you've severed them from your life. c'mon u have 467 other friends to break ur fall

u will survive =]

==

2010-06-18T23:54:00.000-07:00

aihs....so fast then school wan start liao

havent told my mum about the C in geo

fuck the teacher. hate her

i get C fine. but u don't need to talk to me like i'm in D class.

exam? i scored fine. i just didn't do ur f****k project.

god....why must i be in some shit A class. so pressure. see all the ppl smart like hell

i should be in B class la..==

.....no mood see the sangari, fazilah, ruby.

why can't holiday be 3 weeks?

but got some good news.

at least can see lao gong ^^

and my bestie^^

2010-06-17T08:11:00.000-07:00

awww.....fell in love with this.

and this is my noob second hand camera

random post

to do list

2010-06-17T00:39:00.000-07:00

sin gave these two items to me. and i love em. thx ^^
this is my fav.....can't wait to write in it(if i go to italy that is)

maybe i should hav done this in the begining of the year.

well.....this kinda like to do list/ list/it's still a list.

I need to get a lighter>maybe i'll start a collection =]

and of course i will get some candles after getting the lighter. but it sucks u know. cause so many lighters that my dad bought were useless. they don't light very well after a certain amount of time. so hope for the best.

i think imma get addicted

and i kinda found out that matches are more dangerous than lighters.

cause......i think a few ppl will know this about me

especially those in my class.

so we were doing a science experiment.

u know chapter 2: nutrition and we need to do that stupid benedict solution or million's thingy

and we need to work the bunsen burner. of course my friends couldn't handle matches. so i insisted on doing it ==

and most ppl would flick the matches away from them...but me an idiot, flick the damn match towards me....like seriously towards me.

i didn't get burned....well...until shit ass shin yew just had to switch on the fan while i was working the burner.

and the fire blew sideways (still burning on the match) and f**ing licked my hand.....==

i didnt get burned...thank god -_-"

well that's the whole story....lame i know.

3.imma start listening to piano pieces online(pls....i'm not gonna buy a record of them) i'll just listen to them to get a good idea of how my new pieces (music) will sound like. i just heard ' one wings of song' on youtube. and i love it =]

4.my mum's gonna give me her old gucci glasses== i don't even wear sunglasses

5. i need to buy the second thirst book. eventhough cheah borrowed hers to me. and i'm currently reading it now, i must get it. i mean this book is really really awesome and its written by a guy. SCORE. maybe its just me who notices this but i find female horror authors writes stuff that are very common and full of whacked-out romance. and it sucks because i can guess what the main character will do next. but this guy(christopher pike) writes stuff u wouldn't expect.

so he is now my favourite author(sry enid blyton ><) 6.i need to get a new notebook 7.i have to start changing my loose changes into bills. shit. why? because they are well COINS. and u need to count them into groups of hundreds. Why? its not like u're gonna go around exhanging 1 ringgits right. that'll be pointless. FYI: the place to change ur coins into bills are the fish market/pasar malams(hopefully those with chinse/ hakka sellers in it) i bet u guys know y and why would they want coins? well, if u don't know this. they like coins . cause all their products(kuih, food...etc etc) are mostly in 50sens or 20 sens.........get it? and i'm whacked out now so byes..... ^^

pyramid

2010-06-15T08:22:00.000-07:00

^^

cheah and sin just went back home

enjoyed the past two days we've been together=]

sisters for life !!!!

there he did it again

my lao gong

today feel so moody

but he made me happy in less then 10 mins

we were joking about us being sis and bro

then it got stupid == hehe

love him alot ^^

forever we will stay like a pyramid..=]

Happy birthday to myself =]

2010-06-14T05:37:00.000-07:00

woke up...but tired la....==

watched tropic thunder in the morning ^^(its effing awesome and funny)

then met up with sin and cheah in lm

ate at subway>service sucks and food sucks

pei cheah buy her phone(W705)...god...why are so many ppl buying this phone ==

my mum, sin, lou po, van, vki, etc...etc

then went to popular...which was a must!!!

after that my mum made me go shopping in duet

u know the only boutique close to popular.

camwhored

gosh...finally my hair is longer and less bushy!!!!

0ooo...look...dark under eye circles

dunno why last night..i vomit ==

and dun hav alot of appetite

two sissys

went home after that

played wii, sdo, fb, hotel city, ..etc

bought these boots...love em

oso bought this from duet
probably the first time that i've bought a reference book in my life.

gotta study harder

sin camwhoring

she's borrowing some dress from me for her aunts wedding in october..0.0

he gave me this ^^....bear bear and his t-shirt

i remember that u gave me this on june 3

love it

finally happie birthday to myself =]

officially 14 now

see ya

love

2010-06-12T08:38:00.000-07:00

a guy came up to me today...and asked me the definition of romance.

i thought he was gonna say love

well....

as sadly as this sounds

i'm not that into romance

nor understand the definition of romance

haih....

love love this song ^^

2010-06-11T01:02:00.000-07:00

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I’ve had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don’t mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get insecure
It doesn’t matter anymore

It’s not always rainbows and butterflies
It’s compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door’s always open
You can come anytime you want

I don’t mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

I HATE U ^^

mid valley+hair issues

2010-06-08T06:30:00.000-07:00

change of plans...my mum decided to go to mid valley instead...which was such a big stroke of luck!!!!!

because...i met up with sin and her mum on the way. WOOHOO....soooooooooooo much to catch up on. she got a new phone....which was exactly the phone that my mum has....weird......

ate at KFC.....black pepper chicken sucks -_-

and did what any girl would do in a mall....shop

after that sent sin and her mum home

then it was time to go to the saloon.....

at 'connie's unisex hair saloon' the saloon that i've been to since forever.

did nothing much different with my hair

she just layered it more, shortened my fringe

and my mum had a hair wash, with some weird ointments and a small trim

sry i have no pics of my new hair...because of lazyness

but i definitely love it better since its less bushy..and the best part...NOT BUSHY!!!! ==

excuse my total randomness
random: waiting for my mum
scray eh...looks like those aunties in chinese soap operas == hehe
that is not my hair okay...that's my mum's...looks more like aftershave ==

so went back and had dinner

and ......cleaned my room....*ahem*
bought some things

dad will kill me if he saw that most of it was black

leopard belt: nichii(its fake), skirt and bow belt: jusco

my fav purchase of the day.....nail polish from elianto

overall, the purchases are only rm90

byes =]

Diary Tino Coury (Lyrics)

2010-06-07T07:12:00.000-07:00

diary-tino coury

2010-06-07T07:09:00.001-07:00

I read your diary
And it said
That you weren't in love with me (in love with me)
And you're leavin'
And you wished that I didn't see
That you fell in love with him (him, him)

I read your diary (You know, d-d-d-diary)

I saw a book with lock and key right next to your name
I-I-I couldn't help myself 'cause things ain't just been the same (Uh-Oh)
Can you please tell me, 'cause this so insane
My heart is bleedin', paper cuts from readin' (readin')

Page 1
Says that your fallin' in and outta love
Page 2
Says all them things I do just ain't enough
Page 3
No I couldn't see
Page 3 says you don't know how to explain it to me

But I read your diary
And it said
That you weren't in love with me (in love with me)
And you're leavin'
And you wished that I didn't see
That you fell in love with him (him, him)

But I read your diary
4x (ohoh, ohoh)
3x Diary

I turned the page and see a picture of you and him
Noo noo noo
That was the night you told me you where out with your friends
And now I know that my kiss was just second
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com

My heart is bleedin', paper cuts from readin' (readin')

Page 4
Says your addicted to sexting him every night
Page 5
Has all the reason you know that this isn't right
Page 6
I can't handle this, I feel just like JT on cry me a river

'Cause I read your diary
And it said
That you weren't in love with me (in love with me)
And you're leavin'
And you wished that I didn't see
That you fell in love with him (him, him)

But I read your diary
4x (ohoh, ohoh)
3x Diary

Lets make a list
Broken promises
How you always told me you loved me right after every kiss
You always talked about all them other chicks
And now it's obvious that we know who the real b*tch is

B*tch is....B-B-B*tch is...B*tch

I-I-I-I read your dairy d-d-d-diary

I read your diary
And it said
That you weren't in love with me (in love with me)
And you're leavin'
And you wished that I didn't see
That you fell in love with him (him, him)

But I read your diary (ohoho)
Diary
Diary
I read your diary
D-d-d-diary

weeeeeeeee

2010-06-07T01:55:00.000-07:00

currently: masking while chatting with cheah
recent activity: sdo

ahhh..i don't want tuition

weee....gonna go cut hair tomorrow...hope that it doesnt turn out ugly ==

and gonna go shopping with mum tomorrow at ts

hope can meet some friends there ^^

great...now i'm deciding whether to get geo super nudy grey or blue lens

maybe both ? ==

I WANNA WATCH TOY STORY3

crap

2010-06-06T07:07:00.002-07:00

I hate guys that's only interested in your looks

i @#$ hate it

i mean ..c'mon girls..who likes it when a guy comes up to u and say that u are leng lui

comments in photos?.....mind u

beautiful? sure...if you're that corny

or another way....which is way insulting if u ask me

U SO LENG!

u might feel flattered (sure if u're an asshole)...but dont u wonder?

is he feeding this kind of crap to every girl he sees?

u don't even know me and u come up to me and say craps

whatever...i don't control ur brain....u can do all u wan

and what if he just comes straight out drunk

and say

I WAN KAO U

pffffffffffft.....i'm not cheap

and i am definitely not stupid

if u wan to get high (or at least pretend) do it on someone else

i'm not mad. I am simply giving u life advice

u wan to go out with me? sure

i can set u up with another doormat/ho

its obvious that the only thing U wanna do is get in my pants

sry they are belted really tight

i have a bf

thx =]

pierce pierce pierce...OUCH!!!!

2010-06-06T00:55:00.000-07:00

uwaaaahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

let me tell u the story of my ears..lame..i know..

so i had my first piercing when i was 11...but at that time i didnt know how to take care of it

so months went by and i didnt even bother to take it out

then one day..i don't even remember how..my hair got caught in the earring...

so i took it out then i felt something wet on my fingers

but it looked transparent....and the liquid came squishing out(sorry its really disgusting)

then i took a piece of tissue and pressed it against my ears...then voila!!!

blood....ish

so my mum offered to help...she took one out then

!@#$%^&*$#!!@##@#@@$

lotsa lotsa lotsa blood came out...like seriously there was enough blood for a homicide

and i went to the doctor and the rest was history

3 years later

a.k.a now

i pierced my ears again

and this time!!!!!!

after two weeks ...i took the studs out and guess what

woop ti do

my right ear is stuck.....

GAHHHHHH

now i hav to do it agn!!!!!!!!!!!!

!@#$%

back~

2010-06-04T23:49:00.000-07:00

it has been so long since i even uploaded a pic...so this is for your sake

i know its not good but hey...i'm human right?

so since i didnt have any any thing interesting to say today

i'm gonna do another facts about me part 3

1. i love love love nail polish...not just the colour..but the fact that it keeps my nails from breaking or simply me chewing them

2.i'm wearing yellow on my nails now

3.my internet line is working fine/ fantastic.....amazingly

4.i hate drinking water.....i was even rushed into the hospital when i was 6 because i didnt have enough water in my system...==...and it led to days being strapped to a hospital bed

5.i do have a tendency to drink cold water instead

6.i have 5 email accounts

7.my dad encourages me to wear sexy clothes

8. my parents make me watch documentaries on raping/kidnapping...=/

9.i think that zac efron/ robert pattinson/that justin guy is really really unaplealing..XD

10. i love chocolate....

11. i cant eat medicine without eating a sweet before...which was really unusual...becus sweets remind me of medicine...especially those strawberry flavoured ones....i usually take those old chinese village sweets....u know those that u can find in pasar malams

12.my ears are very very small ><

13. my birthday is coming soon ^^

and i think that that's all for today...byes

teacher's day

2010-06-04T07:09:00.000-07:00

fine so maybe i will be blogging today.......so maybe i wont quit

so maybe we'll just work out this plan

i will be dead for a few days but it doesnt mean that i'm really dead

either lazyness, no feelings ..(yes...i'm this kind of person),forgot what to write, busy,....etc....etc

and i'll post sometimes but not always

there will be sometimes when i'll write almost everyday for an entire week....then i'll lose interest....

haha

so today was teacher's day

now that i've finally realized it...

teacher's day is and will probably be the longest celebration of the year

u know....3 hours!!!!!...while other celebrations like talentime, chinese new year.....will be like 2 or 1 hours

i really really enjoyed today...besides of no homework...WOOHOO....no lectures...WOOHOO

and amazingly all the teachers were in a really good mood today

not to mention that a few teachers planned on dressing sexy today

i'm talking lots of lace and makeup...

but the best part of today...well for me =p

is that lao gong got to pei me for almost an entire day ^^

not to mention that i missed him so much

and i never had a proper conversation (cuddle) with him for almost a month

due to complications (don't worry..he didnt treat me bad)

we hanged around the block c for a almost an hour or two i think....watching teachers play games(i couldnt see anything ==)

and went down for lunch.....amazingly i didnt feel hungry at all today...hmmm...age? XD

and hanged around in my class for a while then he went back to his class to celebrate'

haha...my class no celebration...sad TT

but we did nick off some KFC from next door ;)

then the performance begin...watched teachers boogie on stage .....hehe ==

overall...today was memorable to me

to baby: remember ah 13 june break up ah !!!!!! ;)
(only me and him will know this ^)

i'm still hugging on to the teddy bear that u gave me
i'm wearing ur shirt because i wanted to be close to u....
i wish that it was u that i'm hugging instead of the bear...every night
love u alot lovely lao gong ^^
( a thousand times yes )

2010-06-03T07:10:00.000-07:00

so sien....

finally i'm connected to the internet after two weeks of disappearance

because of shitty exams....

now i'm so so so lazy to even study so i just read.............

ok la my result i think ==

anyways....

i really feel like quiting my blog ==

i'm back

2010-06-01T05:43:00.001-07:00

happy 1 year 9 months lao gong

muckxx muckxx ^^

2010-05-15T22:46:00.000-07:00

hmmmm.....i think i'll write some facts abt me part 3 agn ==

pls excuse my stupidity

ok

here we go

1. i don't use the hand dryer in public restrooms

2.i lose focus easily

3.i just bought earphones for my phone

4.there was ntg to eat in the hs

5. my cpu is red

6.my ipod is green =D

7. my parents had no knowledge of ipods when they got me the ipod. i still love it anyway

8.i hate to wear pjs. i wear normal clothes to sleep

9. sadly to say ...== i don't wear pants when i sleep either....

10. I MUST WATCH CARTOONS EVRYDAY....

11.i feel like getting a tattoo when i'm older

12. I WANT A NOKIA PHONE

13.my dad is annoying ==

14.when i study....i highlight any info that i find in the textbook...eventhough it wasnt nessecary

i gtg now to study..byez

i think i'm quiting blogging

2010-05-14T23:22:00.001-07:00

And when it rains,
On this side of town it touches, everything.
Just say it again and mean it.
We don't miss a thing.
You made yourself a bed
At the bottom of the blackest hole (blackest hole)
And convinced yourself that
It's not the reason you don't see the sun anymore

And oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming.
Oh, oh, I need the ending.
So why can't you stay
Just long enough to explain?

And when it rains,
Will you always find an escape?
Just running away,
From all of the ones who love you,
From everything.
You made yourself a bed
At the bottom of the blackest hole (blackest hole)
And you'll sleep 'til May
And you'll say that you don't want to see the sun anymore

And oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming.
And oh, oh, I need the ending.
So why can't you stay just long enough to explain?

Take your time.
Take my time.

Take these chances to turn it around. (take your time)
Take these chances, we'll make it somehow
And take these chances to turn it around. (take my...)
Just turn it around.

Oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming.
Oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming.
Oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming.
Oh, oh I need an ending.
So why can't you stay
Just long enough to explain?

You can take your time, take my time.

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsty.com/lyrics/p/paramore/#share

love this pic

2010-05-14T05:58:00.000-07:00

You come to me with scars on your wrist
You tell me this will be the last night feeling like this
I just came to say goodbye
I didn't want you to see me cry, I'm fine
But I know it's a lie

This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be
The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything you need me to be

Your parents say everything is your fault
But they don't know you like I know you
They don't know you at all
I'm so sick of when they say
It's just a phase, you'll be o.k. you're fine
But I know it's a lie

This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be
The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything you need me to be
The last night away from me

The night is so long when everything's wrong
If you give me your hand
I will help you hold on
Tonight, tonight

This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be
The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything you need me to be

I won't let you say goodbye
And I'll be your reason why
The last night away from me
Away from me

rainy day

2010-05-10T06:36:00.000-07:00

god..now that ive realized this...i'm terrible terrible at communication

fine..so maybe if u met me for the first time in your oh so dear life...i might try to break the ice between us...like maybe say something stupid.....or just compliment u...what so ever

and like my chinese name..which i'm not gonna mention here *winks*...is significant with the word
'ji ja'..get it cheeky..mischievous....

that's what my family label me as....and sadly including my friends TT

so sure i keep u laughing like crap all day...but i am terrible horrible at saying something on my mind. like if i want to tell u that i'm upset...i try..then the words erase one by one...and i stand there gaping like a complete moron.

or....i can think of the reasons...like why i'm actually pissed....mad...upset....then when i put in on paper....or say it out loud...

I AM SPEECHLESS!!!!!!

BUT

there is one good thing that i like when i'm with my friends...because i get to voice out to anyone..anyone

the reasons that i'm happy.....

i'll say something completely random and strangers would be like '>=( ??'

HAH

seee!!!!!! now i lost the words again....

aiya....forget it

there goes my so close to communication speech

god that was epic....

and what am i still doing here!!!!!??

i'm supposed to be studying...!!!!!!

exams in two weeks

there's no way....==

i miss u
i love u
i love it when we start teasing each other
i love it when u start calling me names
i love it when u hug me and say u love me
i love it when u kiss me and suck me dry
i love the way u smell and the way u walk
and the way u look at me....
today was a fairytale =]
1 year 8 months nerh..><>

itouch,ipad,iphone

2010-05-08T23:02:00.000-07:00

i want an itouch.....................

now i am so lazy to remodel itunes....gah........

ntg post now..so bye

aiya

2010-05-07T00:34:00.000-07:00

talking about yesterday's bitch

u know whose the bitch..yup its the damn fever and headache...well mostly the headache ==

so i woke up to this terrible sore throat....plus i didnt sleep well last night

so i drank honey..like how cheah advised me to

rode the van ..^^ because can sit with lao gong

go school and realized that i couldnt walk straight...==

then i really had a headache...

then i started crying in zuree's class because the pain was intenses....

i kept it in until the class ended...then i cried ==

and went to the libary to sleep

then i really cannot take it liao...so i cried in pinky's class ==

so the fever arrived

and after school..my mum brought me to our local clinic...

i've been there since i was 5 ==

some of them recognize me ...ALOT

its the lawrence clinic in kajang

so my fever was 38. something..i think

anyways...thanks my friends for helping me lotts

~julian

~min ming

~lou po

~kei

~meng wei

~yap minn

~lao gong

MMV : Falling For

2010-05-07T00:19:00.000-07:00

We're stop motion animated
Our colors blurred and lines faded
And now we see only black and white
Come on gotta get through the night

We star in these minor catastrophes
Ones where the past keeps on creeping up on me
Your eyes are sad but you're still all right
Come on gotta get through the night

`Cause I'm still here waiting for
Something else something more
Someone to break this fall
`Cause I'm falling for you

And somehow the points align
Somehow the timing's right
Somehow I'm here falling for you

I'm here falling for you

We edit through all the bad bits
Awkwardness cut from the negatives
But all that's left just doesn't feel right
Come on gotta get through the night

We live only for these moments
To compensate for all of our time spent
So soon they're gone
They just pass us by
Come on gotta get through the night

Still everything you do
Is something real something new
Somehow you feel it all and
I'm falling you

It's not like we thought it'd be
It's not what we thought we'd see
Still here I am
Falling for you

I'm here falling for you
I'm here falling for you

`Cause I'm still here waiting for
Something else something more
Someone to break this fall
`Cause I'm falling for you

And somehow the points align
Somehow the timing's right
Somehow I'm here falling for you

I'm here falling for you
i'm here falling for you

2010-05-06T03:55:00.000-07:00

uwaaahhhhh..i'm sick

dunno today headache and slight fever

haiz..thanks all my friends help me alot today ^^

muakxx

nothin on you

2010-05-04T06:10:00.000-07:00

Beautiful girls all over the world, I could be chasing
But my time would be wasted, they got nothing on you, baby
Nothing on you, baby
They might say hi, and I might say hey
But you shouldn't worry, about what they say
'Cause they got nothing on you, baby (Yeah)
Nothing on you, baby (N-n-n-nothing on you baby, n-nothing on you)

I know you feel where I'm coming from
Regardless of the things in my past that I've done
Most of it really was for the hell of the fun
On a carousel, so around I spun
With no direction, just tryna get some
Tryna chase skirts, living in the summer sun
And so I lost more than I had ever won
And honestly, I ended up with none

It's so much nonsense, it's on my conscience
I'm thinking "maybe I should get it out"
And I don't wanna sound redundant
But I was wondering, if there was something that you wanna know
But never mind that, we should let it go
Cause we don't wanna be a TV episode
And all the bad thoughts, just let ;em go, go, go

Hands down, there will never be another one (nope)
I've been around, and I've never seen another one (never)
Because your style, I ain't really got nothin' on (nothing)
And you wild when you ain't got nothin' on? (haha)
Baby you the whole package
Plus you pay your taxes
And you keep it real, while them others stay plastic
You're my Wonder Woman, call me Mr. Fantastic
Stop- now think about it

I've been to London, I've been to Paris
Even way out there in Tokyo
Back home down in Georgia, to New Orleans
But you always steal the show
And just like that girl, you got me froze
Like a Nintendo 64
If you never knew, well, now you know, know, know

Everywhere I go, I'm always hearing your name
And no matter where I'm at, girl you make me wanna sing
Whether a bus or a plane, or a car, or a train
No other girl's on my brain, and you the one to blame

Yeah (laughing)
And that's just how we do it (laughing)
And I'ma just let this ride
B.o.B
And Bruno Mars

love love love this song....again..the highlighted words are my favs

you are the only exception

2010-05-04T02:22:00.000-07:00

lao gong don't worry..i no angry u

some more very hard to get angry about u

because i love u ^^

ah la a la la

2010-05-03T06:16:00.000-07:00

so.....i'm not gonna online for i don't know...two weeks

thanks to friggin exams

gotta study........

haiz......

ciao

2010-05-01T01:44:00.000-07:00

Let's start by correcting ya tone
Lower ya finger, don't be comin' at me
With condescending demeanor
We both know that ya dead wrong
And what makes it worse you don't even have the nerve
To ever say that you're sorry

You're never wrong and i'm never right and
You win all the rounds and every fight
That's why

Can't stay another day when you're always
Getting your way, you just keep getting your way
You just keep getting your way, ya selfish!
So i decided not to get in your way
It's time to do it my way and that means
Getting away from you, ya selfish!

How is it that you can look at us and only see you
You can look at one but, never would you ever see two
You can live a lie and never be true
It's so funny now, how completely i can see you

You're never wrong and i'm never right and
You win all the rounds and every fight
That's why

Can't stay another day when you're always
Getting your way, you just keep getting your way
You just keep getting your way, ya selfish!
So i decided not to get in your way
It's time to do it my way and that means
Getting away from you, ya selfish!

No, we don't need to talk
Ain't nothin' left to say
You got everythang ya want
Go ahead and grab ya cake
I know what's best for me
We go our separate ways
Leaving you with everything
Even all the pain

Can't stay another day when you're always
Getting your way, you just keep getting your way
You just keep getting your way, ya selfish!
So i decided not to get in your way
It's time to do it my way and that means
Getting away from you, ya selfish!

get a break

2010-04-30T23:24:00.000-07:00

la la la...took a break from contacts today.....because my eyes were so freaking red yesterday.

u know why? because i wear my contacts for around 13 hours per day..so u guys can pretty much figure out the burden my eyes has gone through

its not like i have any choice to NOT wear contacts

the doctor made me wear them...cause my eyes vision is increasing in a dangerous rate

code: wear contacts and u won't gain so much power at the same time..lawls

now here's the scoop my eyes vision is like 750+...shocking rite....

well...its not so shocking to me cause my mum's eyes were 1000+

but she got laser ...so its not a problem to her anymore

but if i were to take these contacts out right infront of u....

i'll probably mistaken u for a guy/girl/someone else/ etc..etc...

haiz...i so so regret for wearing glasses in the first place

i got my glasses when i was jr 2..with the power of 400+

can u believe it..i was a case when i was just 9...==

so now ifeel like buying pink, black and blue lens........

even though i have angel purple, 3 tone blue, nudy brown......

god this is becoming addictive

well here are some facts that u should consider when u wear contacts..even cosmetics lens

so here's the link:

http://www.leehom-eyecare.com/

because ur eyes are so damn important...; D

bored

2010-04-30T07:59:00.001-07:00

sien and miss u.....

hmmm....feeel like buying pink lens......hah

2010-04-28T03:47:00.000-07:00

i dunno y

i dunno why i always lik this....curse bah?

haha..i kiddin la...about the curse thing. but....u know...from i young that time..i adi let alot of people bully..becuz becuz of what!?..i oso forget jor..i can forget the reasons i was bullied becuz i fuckin changed...alot. but i can never forget the words and their faces. some of them still i see them everyday...but they don't dare come near me...u noe why...becuz of him...he's the only reason no one does anything to me anymore....

yea..he protect me,.....but i don't want feel like i am just a thing beside him....

yea...and i hang out and keep friend with soemone who adi make me very angry and paii sei be4

this year she change liao..but i can never believe her becuz she did many things that hurt me be4. but why i keep with her? becuz i see her very hurt...i very lembut nia.......

and this time...aiya....the form 1 ah....

PAII SEH

U THINK U VERY GOOD AH...SEE WE FORM 2

SHOW THE DOG FACE....U KNOW WHAT I SEE AH..I SEE UR NSE VERY BIG AH...

ATTITUDE LIK SHIT...U WAN FRIEND WITH ME

COME LA...BUT DON'T THINK U ARE GOD

U SAY WE RUBBISH..U LAP SAP LA SOHAI

U COME TO FORM 2...ALOT OF GIRL ADI WAN FUCK U JOR

SO BITCH...U SAY U ARE WHAT? GOOD GIRL AH

SEK SII LAH U

THINK U VERY LLENG LUI

AND THE ONES LIKE TO ACT YENG

I TELL U GUYS..U GUYS NOT YENG

I TELL U GUYS VERY YENG UNTIL BECOME LIKE THE DOG LIAO

FOLLOW US DO WHAT WHAT THEN OSO FOLLOW

PISS US OFF...SOMETIME I SEE U OSO FEEL LIKE WAN BEAT U LIAO

WHAT..U THINK WE VERY LEMBUT KE?

U GOT NOTHING..NOTHING...

U CAN PLAY ALL THE FORM 1 BOY AND FORM 2 BOY

U PLAY US...U FASTER GO CHNGE SCHOOL BAH

I SEE UR FACE OSO FEEL LIKE WAN VOMIT LIAO

ALL THE FORM 1 AH...

ACT SO GUAI ONFRNT OF TEACHER BUT WHEN SEE US

DING JU WO MEN AH...SHOW THE LAN C FACE

GO DIE LA

the long awaited post

2010-04-26T05:46:00.000-07:00

today we're gonna be talkin about the adventures of the great computer exchange

== kidding

so there it is...the gigantic box that was itching to be opened and plugged into its new owner's desk

who will it be? it wonders

i've just been shipped off and arrived in these yellow house...the people seem nice...

oh crap! its sascha....the old computer beside me had whispered me a few facts about her

1. she doesnt care if u are infected by viruses

2. she doesnt organize her files

3.she doesnt even shut u down properly

oh crap....what bad luck =[

well here it goes * takes deep breaths*

a bladed weapon shot through my roof and started tearing it apart

oh...a man...i guess that he's sascha's father

please be gentle

there he is....fixing me to my new position

damn his armpits smell........
ta-da after 45 minutes i am done....nice place she's got here...i'm right next to the window...hope i can catch some pretty views....

pls pls be gentle on me sascha....i am awfully fragile

okay fine i'll stop this crap

the end

spent the day reading up lots of craps

bye =]

pls get well

2010-04-24T23:52:00.000-07:00

haiz....

my lao gong is sick....

so damn worried abt him...because he has fever

some more he go and on9...

so i called him go sleep just now

hope he gets better

u know with all that H1N1 goin around....

i'm worried....worried, worried....

pls pls get well...lao gong

muckxx love u forever lao gong

sport day

2010-04-24T23:16:00.000-07:00

Actually..i didnt want to come yesterday....but alot of people make me come...TT

to join the telematches.....

walau...today my uncle almost forget to come to my hs....

luckily i call audrey to call him

anyways..reach there slightly late

and ..and...we have face painting for the blue hs members...

draw the sakai face..==
ignore my face pls ==..and if u guys didnt notice this..i wasnt puffing up my cheeks...yet they were so damn CHUBBY!!!!!!!!.........arghhhh
after come back from school
see the deco in our tent..so creative..somemore...blue hs won the title for best decoration!!!!

from left: lee boon, liew jin, ar.salt, and tze qin

and here are some random pics

tze qin and me...i know its stupid
lou po
yong yan..she leng!!

ignore my face ==

finally...BLUE HS WON!!!

after come back from sport day....

SOME MORE NEED GO OUT EAT!!!!

eat in the room eighteen(restaurant name)

then go bookstore

and i found these!!!!

cheah would be bawling by now.... when she sees this

the marked collection

the end

....

2010-04-22T07:40:00.000-07:00

he he...suddenely i feel so utterly creative. i feel like building a damn tree house..for fairies...ofcourse i know that they don't exist but the fantasy is tempting....

the whole day i've been dreaming of collecting branches and twigs and dried flowers...==

i already had the whole thing planned in my mind

maybe i'll do it or maybe i'll abandon it..who knows =]

lao gong dun worry..i not angry liao =]

ell.oh.vee.eeee

2010-04-21T07:19:00.000-07:00

miss u

1 year 7 months ler....><

muakxx love u lao gong ^^

la la la

2010-04-20T06:16:00.000-07:00

guess what....i'm addicted to chinese songs..i actually started humming them....

although i don't know the meaning of a lot of words ==

anyways....sport practice...haiz...faster faster end bah..make me feel so xxxx

tomorrow ..al the runner go IKBN...jia you jia you ^^

its better if i don't see them hoping into the bus...because i will feel so regret

hmm...can bring blindfold to school mah? XD

actually i'm kidding myself...i'm not at all happy...

mum : bad mood
mee-uf: made her cry today..feel so bad
baby; miss him..*sobs*

feeling so XXX abt somethings....haih.....

but dun worry..i will be happy

if u guys dun realize this..even if i am extremely sad.and hurt..i can still laugh..smile

and I'M NOT FAKING IT!!!! the smiles are genuine and real

if i think what u said is funny..i will laugh

if i don't ..i won't laugh.. simple eh?

and if u can make me feel like home...like in what home used to be for everybody..i will really really love u...as in friends...i don't care abt the sex...if u can make my day..then its definitely a good thing ^^

gosh maybe that doesnt make much sense to u guys..so just forget what i said..XD

byez..^^

lao gong i wan

2010-04-18T07:25:00.000-07:00

I WANT THESE...EAR MUFFS!!!!!!....gosh so cute....feel like fainting
there is a dog version!!!!!!
not digging the girl....but her ear muffs....

anyways...now i am completely maple crazy....

haiz

2010-04-17T00:21:00.000-07:00

haiz...i got my hopes up..now its officially hammered....

i went to train for running today in the school

thx god i didnt go there around 9 because if i did it could have been torture

not because of the training but because of the news i was about to hear

so i went there around 10:45 and ding han called me to run around the field two rounds

so i did after warm ups

when i reached the end of my run....i went to see what was happening in between ding han and the coach....

turns out amin cut my name.....

it was a new name list...

i got cut out just when i manage to enter the race...

and just when i reached there

so what could i do? i just sat there listening to yik yee's phone and texting

laughed..pretend to laugh at their jokes....

its ok though..i guess its just bad luck

they told me to try again next year

i sat there...eyes bewildered
suprised by what came out of ur mouth
i thought about yesterday
maybe i shouldnt have entered myself
i asked q and pushed myself to train
what came out at last was rubbish

wow

2010-04-16T02:45:00.000-07:00

can life get any harder than this.? well...ofcourse it can because my day was just a small bad day

well....

welll....

i got into running ok..i was happy .....until....i kicked this girl out...

i seriously..seriously didnt mean for it to happen....

but it was obvious that some of them were not happy about it

i told hime....and his expression was rather blanked...and dissapointed...

duh..ofcourse he doesnt have a thing for her...but u know i just felt like this bug in people's life

i don't think the coach was exactly thrilled either....its not like that's quite important

i just can't believe this..I AM SO SELFISH...and always tak puas hati.....

i got back into the game...but why don't i feel happy? why oh why.....

firstly..i wasnt the one who kicked her out..ok...the coach did it.....

and i got these awkward stares and stuff from some upper seniors...

technically i was the pain in the ass....

haiz....and...and....

i got a fight with the parents again

and on my report card...my bitch class teacher gave me some lame comment about me

and i have 2 demerit points??

HOW COULD THAT HAPPEN?

actually..i knew the reason....but i didnt think that X was serious abt it

haiz...will someone just kill me now

and deliver me to some place where i can feel h0me....

home...when can i feel that again?..i miss it....

chinese food

2010-04-15T06:39:00.000-07:00

la.la.la....i cooked for my lovely baby..his birthday is tomorrow..=D..==....i think

dunno why his fb say is 14th but he tell me is 16th.haiz......

dun lie me.....

i hope he likes it..... ><

fingers crossed...fingers crossed....

2010-04-15T03:53:00.000-07:00

god.....i feel so numb

i thought that the pain had left...well....boy was i wrong

i'm not like myself anymore

i felt like this effing outsider the entire day

what? am i some kind of disease?

i felt like crying throughthout the day

and guess how i left it out

the most childish way i have ever done

...haih....

i guess its good now to take a breather...and start writing down ....

1.i'm hurting my bestfriend...i'm losing her

2.i'm this moody bitch..yes she has returned

3.i have a list of bitches...that i feel like slapping

4.my dream has crushed..i've worked so hard for it..and it just got flushed down the toilet...i guess i shouldnt have gotten my hopes up....

i guess that's all....the most depressing..was no.1 and 4

weeee.....wish granted

2010-04-13T06:01:00.000-07:00

weeeeeeeeeeeee........wish granted

I GOT MAPLE BABY!!!!!

swt..me so kua zhuong

anyways

i help somebody promote blogs

their blog is sell lens/bags/clothes..u know all the girl thing

this not yet official advertisement

this is just a rough draft

i'm doing........

cannot tell yet

make surprise

hehe

i give u all their url la

http://www.fashion-4life.blogspot.com

and

http://www.lovefashion-blogshop.blogspot.com

byez

maple maple maple

2010-04-11T02:51:00.001-07:00

AAAHHHHHHHH....

sobs....i want maple..maple..maple..

i know i'm a noob...

since i abandoned it like 4 years ago

4 friggin years...i probably forgot the controls already

fine...ofcourse i know how to jump move around...items and such

but i forgot how to kill...u know attck

was it key z or x?

i forgot TT

cheah has my pendrive

and i think she forgot to download maple into it

cuss u cheah

and reasons for why i hadnt been online for quite some time

is because my computer crashed on tuesday

as in the virus has entered my cpu

so its spoiled and useless

i'm not stealing any connections

but

i do have

A NEW COMPUTER!!!!

WOOHOOO....

my cpu is red...lawls...awesome..

and i love it

except windows 7

i know that everybody says that windows 7 is friggin awesome

fine so maybe it is

but it is just limited of softwares and such

cause windows 7 is new

so not many softwares are available in it

most of them are are only available in windows vista and XP

so oh well....

dad just helped me put this *thing* together

so it definitely reeks of new computer smell

since it just landed in the post yesterday

where i spent some girl on girl time with my besties

gosh miss them

we went to jusco and watched ' how to train ur dragon'

awesome awesome movie

better than avatar and alice in wonderland

seriously i have no idea why everybody says that avatar is a good movie

i mean its like 3HOURS and its kinda boring...no scenes of excitement and total awesomeness

alice in wonderland? well..its okay..its just a little bit fake

but 'how to train ur dragon' is really really awesome

the storyline, the animations, the humour...and the list goes on and on

hmmm...i bought a couple ring yesterday..i hope he likes it for his birthday

its really hard to find my size..since mine is so bony..but my figure is so unbony...its fat

well..that pretty much sums up my entire 5 days of absence.

u guys should be grateful because this just tooked me 30min of hardwork and sincerity to write this down

fine so maybe i'm being alittle lan c here

bye XD

2010-04-01T08:53:00.000-07:00

APRIL FOOLS DAY

haha..so funny

our class was so vain today

we took every opportunity to prank teachers and our classmates

THEY MANAGED TO PRANK ME!!! wuwuwwuwuwuw..XD

and leon kho oso prank me TWICE!!!!

xd

this is the one of the most memorable april fools day..lols

god..i wanna buy more lens...but i dunno the diffrence between the eye colours...==

cake fight =]

2010-04-01T07:34:00.001-07:00

happy happy day..and very disgusting day too...this is the post about yesterday..but i couldnt post it because i had tuition and shitloads of homeworks

so apparently..our class(sr2j) had made a system....we will celebrate birthdays once every 3 months..lols

and these three months ; kai chi, yap minn, ar.salt, beatrice, di heng and roy are birthday kids...

sry if i left out ur name...if i did..pls inform me in my cbox

miss tham..our forever lovely assistant class teacher bought two cakes...one for girls and one for boys

mango and choc

we were abt to take a group pic..when my lao gongs friends snuck up behind us and pointed middle fingers for the picture..lols

then...we had cake fight

do u know who is the punca-punca of all these?

CHONG PUI KEI!!!!

she started the whole thing...XD

and she is the one that kena the most cake...

she tell me she today oso still smell like cake

ming lok is the one that did me first..==

he wiped cream on my face...arghhh..

which followed by the cake on my hands dropping onto his pants..hehe

so he got mad and put cake on my hair...arghhh

everybody say that ming lok is the one that make people hair

and we messed up area

and...and...u know what happen when we go back to class!!!!!

we kena scold by the KH teacher..because we took her lesson time and didnt tell her...

swt==...like this oso wan scold all of us ..and make us stand do long

but i not regret la...only regret that i smelled like cake the whole day ==

some more is the cake fight started during break

I AM EFFING SICK OF CAKES...

lao gong called me cake girl..XD

he smelled cake on me..==

and these are little dedications to the birthday kids

enjoy =]
wooo...romantic
HELLO KITTY
strawberry short cake..gosh....i love her

see..the alice in wonderland oso got

iphone =]

LV!!!

i will so get this cake when i have divorce..if i have divorce,if i have money..hehe

wii...

and the whole class smelled like cake...

the end =]

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GUYS!!!!

long long day

2010-03-28T07:36:00.000-07:00

love this pic...so ..so...photoshopped..==

still it is a beautiful picture

anyways

GAH!!!! i just spent 9 hours squinting at my monitor since this afternoon after my piano class

GOD i hate piano...people say that its supposed to be comforting and relaxing

they lied...it wasnt..well..it wasnt for me..even if i can play the whole piece without a single pause or mistake...it wasnt comforting

okay...it was like driving nails through the keys...i wish i can do that but my dad would probably kill me

this piano worths alot...not money but sentimental value and and the sound of it

this piano was in my grandma's hs when my dad was like ..i don't know? 10?

and my piano teacher said that the piano sounded nice...

GAH!! HOW COULD IT SOUND NICE? i don't even find it nice...forget melodic

anyways...sry about the epicness

right..so i spent 2 hours on pet society...5 hours watching youtube...and its not even peaceful youtube...it's the videos with gore..and lots of foul language.

i have no idea why i force myself to watch them

they were all re4 videos

u know walkthroughs..to get some tips be4 i get killed by the plagas, el gigante...whatever crap there is

BTW... sin.. ASHLEY IS SO DAMN ANNOYING!!!!

she runs like a turtle ..all she does is look at the enemies, and point, kicks her legs like a baby when she's being kidnapped and gets killed easily....

god!!!

then

btw

I'M GONNA GET EFFING FAT!!!!!!

lunch: me and dad ordered pizza because there was ntg to eat in this hs

dinner: mum ordered KFC!!!!! do u noe how many calories i just consumed in a day?!

i have no idea too...but i think its already alot

alot..alot...i am just freaking out and cussing at the fact that sports day is near and u know.... sports practice

march march

march..kiri kiri kiri kanan kiri

the ryhming doesnt even make any sense

god i'm high today

thank god cheah isnt here becuz if she is...i would have passed out laughing like a coyote

cheah asked me

since we both are always high when we hang out..what happens when we drink alcohol?

i have no idea...but i don't want to try it with u

especially u

XD

i think that pretty sums up the day

' shit...i havent done my homework yet.." inserts foul word here"

and i just finished writing this for god damn post 2 minutes be4 bedtime

so be grateful..!!!

facts abt me

2010-03-27T00:58:00.000-07:00

i eat fruits with salt

i look lan c...anyone agrees?

i've been with my two bestfriends ..cheah and sin for around 3 or 4 years

they are the only ppl i trust

i started dating at the age of 12

i vomit when i drink warm milk

i hate piano

i used to cry alot when i was young

my first horror movie..dracula ..watched when i was 5

my dad introduced alcohol to me

mum doesn't know

i have extreme short sightedness

i love korean food

i love curry

i love him

i had a chin surgery..when i was 10 ==

,i had short short hair when i was young

my hair is very thick

i wake up in the afternoon

i'm in blue house ..yea =]

i changed my specs 6 times

i was a tomboy

a tomboy obsessed with barbies

now i'm obsessed with fantasies

now i'm scared of barbies

but i love chucky

i scored 5as in my UPSR..wootz !!!

i cried when i got my UPSR results

i love books

i'm alot like my dad

i'm alot like my mum

i had braces

i was sensitive

i still am

i saved rm 200 on my phone credit when i was 10 to 12

because i didn't text or call anyone

i used to get bullied...TT *sobs*

now i'm warming up to one of my bullies

i never forgave one bully

my dad killed my two dogs

when i was 4

i live in kajang

i used to think my birthday was unlucky

i loved the guy from art attack

my tuition teacher taught me for 4 years

she's a university lecturer

my mum was a dance teacher

my dad used to be fat

now he's pumping muscles everyday

i can't cook

i'm very forgetful

and blur

and lazy

i'm terrible at maths

when i was 6..i thought that 4-2=4

i spend 6 years living with my step grand ma

and returned to my parents hs when i was 7

i had asthma

thank god my asthma isn't serious

my mum's asthma is

my dad is good in computers

my mum is horrible with computers

i lost my blog password 4 times

this is my 5th blog

i got a wii for my upsr

now i'm waiting for pmr

the end

i couldn't think anything else

so good bye

2010-03-26T09:16:00.000-07:00

currently reading this book now..love love love it

i hate u my producer

i hate the words that come out of your foul mouth

i hate it when u compare me to champions

i hate it when u doubt my acheivements

i hate it when u yearn for better children

i hate it when u reveal my ugly past to new friends

i hate it when u flirt shamelessly

i hate it when u make big deals out of small things

i hate it that u manage to twist things around to your favour

i really hate it that i can forgive u in so many ways

and then hate myself for forgiving

for being so utterly soft when alli want is to be hard..haard...stubborn

i wanted to trudge through ur rules yet i respect them

respect them to only let u discriminate me

i hate that i am so much like u

i want to change

but i know that it will be hard

because the habits are forever binded to my blood

and i can never remove them

i am the exact younger version of u

and u hate what u have become

so u took me as one of u

u hated urself

so i am the fing punching bag

punch punch punch

all u want because u will never get to me like how u got to dad

random

2010-03-23T07:05:00.000-07:00

my attempts at camwhoring...but completely failed =="

these pics were taken quite a long time ago

i just didnt have the mood to put them up

I KNOW!!!! my nose went flat ..da...daaa...XD

guess what..i'm gonna wear blue lens tomorrow...

so random

and my lovely baby's birthday is coming

i wonder what he wants

but he kept say nothing nothing

so oh well

and..em

ntg much

ntg to blog

ntg to write

i feel so dead

go out everyday

2010-03-21T06:31:00.000-07:00

damn....why do we have to go out every saturday and friday... actually i don't mind...time for me to see sunshine!!!!!..i 'm just kidding it was raining yesterday ==

so found out from my grandma that my youngest cousin has chicken pox...some more wan bring him out eat steamboat ==. be ta han. then found out that my parents (bitches) never had chicken pox except me...i had it when i was a baby.

so they scared my cousin will chuan luan to them...

so we find another restuarant...the one closest to jade pot (where my family was eating) was fong lye. the place quite nice deh. its located in damansara. problem is that its a little pricey and very small location..waited for 15 minutes just to have a table for 3.

so eat liao..the food was good too....then we wait grandparents in car.

after that go hartamas

got a times sale!!!! jumble sale..means that all the books are relocated and sold in the lobby. everything is mixed up there. somemore got promotions...for old and slightled cacat books...but i don't mine. because they have books ( rm 20 for 3 books) so feel very siok

but is very very messy

these are the books i bought. =]

altogether rm 58. quite cheap liao because books are very expensive these days

then go carings to buy some things

went home and played sdo after abandoning it for almost a month.

gosh i want that hair...i'm not sure abt the rest because i am very picky. see first which one want buy. i do want the wings though..

and that is the end of my day (yesterday)

bah bye ^^

2010-03-14T08:17:00.000-07:00

da-daaa...i m back. god finally exam's over..hallelujah.==

as u can see...that is my study corner..pretty cosy eh...

it was very distracting..so comfortable until i fall asleep liao ><

so eventually change location !!!

to bed ==

same thing jekk...so not much concentrate

but never sleep

haih

besides that..continue to my day

mother sick...so i eat tom yam yu yuan..with the tofu thing that looks like fried spng 0.0

sexy sexy back

then..my internet got problem so...my dad.. help me fix =] thx dad

then night time go out...sit dad car go..

so usual..camwhore!!!

i know very ugly ...

got heavy dark eye circle

so weird

hahaha..this wan more weird

then eat at nagomi...i tell u the waiter there..all very like see leng lui wan

actually they see girl like never see girl before wan

i come in..they see me

another girl come in...they see

auntie come in..dunwan see

then go sasa and watson

u noe wat is this? so cute the hello kitty =]

this is
girl thing..dun wan tell u....not padddd....is other thing...oso not condom... =p
then me go sasa help salt buy thing...cost her around rm 144 something

see the bag so leng..some more recycled..SUPPORT ENVIROMENT!!!

then go watson buy girl thing

cost around rm 73

then my favourite stop of the day....

wii game!!!

sry the pictures is inverted

cooking mama , mario and sonic olympic games

then finally go home

and the end

dear send me an sms make me so happy

happy because he still think until me

eventhough he need prepare the sa competition

love u my baby ^^

changes

2010-03-14T01:37:00.001-08:00

hi, i changed my blog skin agn and i am 100% sure that maybe i wont change this skin

i love it so pink! and cute!

the end

my sincere..unsincere apology

2010-03-12T09:13:00.000-08:00

so...two words
EXAMS OVER

over over i tell u..i havent slept in like three days and i am basking in my improved internet connection

god, someone grant me the new P1 network

strymeax sucks

so suck suck suck

so today

hehe quite fun narhs

whole day me talk with ar. salt

so fun talk with her

the stupid cheah go and abandon me in school

only reason i go to school is because of...pemateri (KH porject)

cannot afford to fail any way its quite fun

i tell u guys last week i was like so pissed with the teacher because she keep ignore me in the bengkel

today oso not much diffrence...person who help me?

ming lok..haha...he so goooddd........

he help me check my pemateri and teach me how to memateri the thingy ^^

i gonna belanja him eat soon

then..got my exam marks

haiz...quite ok with it but unsatisfied

i not gonna show my mum until i collect all my papers first =p

then..

me and ar salt help each other buy thing

i help her buy thing in sasa

and she help me by lens

^^ i buy violet and sea green

ar.salt wan buy the dolly wink stuff

now me chat with her very funny

and sin is completely pissed abt..some bitch

and i'm not sure who is the real bitch...oh well...

they comin over to my hs on tuesday..(not the bitch)

so excited..MISS THEM SO MUCH

well...i guess that's it...

au revoir guys

2010-02-26T08:27:00.001-08:00

he he sry so long never post anything

i was . lazy .

and i've got to prepare for exam now..shite

ah..so pressure..now need study form 1 stuff too.

haih

and today me and my friends go leisure more to catch up ^^

didn't take any photos because my phone was dead....==

come out from house..battery is half full..then once reach leisure...da.daa...9% battery left only ==

then we call ech other ask wan eat wat lo...the stupid cheah go and eat first..left me and sin jekk....==

so one wan go eat sakae sushi and one wan go old town so

decided....go oldtown after cheah go sakae.

order? chicken rendang..mmmhhhh

after finish..we go popular..hah...so funny when we made a pit stop at the loos...

we saw sin's friends =] kugaan, someone..someone,alot of someones and ellie

so we chatted...and we wanted to see ' perchy jackson and the lightning thief'

but failed TT because the line for the tickets were too long

did i mention that everytime that i think abt perchcy jackson i thought that it will be abt a black comedian

then i couldn't remember what we did...right we ate ice cream in baskin robins.

then..met them somewhere...ate somewhere (drinks)

went popular

and went home...

the end

2010-02-19T00:41:00.000-08:00

yay i changed my blogskin

as usual:

BLOG UNDER RENOVATION

see ya =]

2010-02-17T00:22:00.000-08:00

i'm back!!!

and i'm pretty sure that no one misses me

since no one reads this blog anyway

hong kong- nothing special..just..cold...and alot of couple..

make me so jeolous see all the couples embracing each other...

my family didn't exactly celebrate chinese new year..we just went on a family vacation okay bah

me onli get 4 ang pau..ngek ngek

but all is rm 10 onli jekk TT

we didn't have an extrodinor dinner or something..i can't remember what we did

wear dull colours..i mean c'mon how can u find sunny brighty winter clothes anyway

i will update abt my 5 day trip to HK soon

p.s i realized that i've abandoned sdo for 2 weeks..oh well ^^

2010-02-11T03:29:00.001-08:00

hey i think that i abandoned my blog for a week

so sorry abt that

and sorry abt the fact that i didn't put a tagboard for my new blogskin

i was lazy..i still am

and i wont probably do anything yet

since i'm supposed to leave for hong kong tomorrow morning which is such a pain in the arse

my room's messy from me deciding on what to bring to hong kong

clothes

my room is full of clothes

i havent springed cleaned my room and it is still messy

I THINK that i've decided what to wear but there are no photos

YET

i will probably take lots of photos in hong kong..i promise u guys

jeez...and two days before friday i had high fever on tuesday and wednesday but i'm okay now

i think..hopefully they .the immigration. will let me past through airport security with my coughing

so fingers crossed guys

i really really hope that i can pass

and i didn't go to school on wednesday, today and probably tomorrow

shit..i wont be able to see our school cny celebration which doesn't really matter since they all suck anyway

so want me to bring back gifts?cards?knick nacks? or just lots of photos

i'll decided anyways..lol

i'll miss u all

wish me luck on my little adventure

hugs for all

bye ^^

2010-02-05T22:04:00.001-08:00

shit i'm sick XD

2010-02-05T07:55:00.000-08:00

I don't slip or trip when she asks me where I've been (Where you been?)
One big smile on my face d-d-darling it's just you and me (you and me)
Now I'm on some Alfie behaviour, I'll call you back later
Too many fish in the sea for me
But when the lights come on and what's her name is gone
I realise where I'm supposed to be

I tried to believe every word of your sweet story But intuition keeps telling me Your making a fool outta me
'Cos I'm such a good liar Just admit it I never did it Yes you did No I didn't
I'm playing with fire
Just admit it
I never did it
I know you did it
No I didn't (yes you did)

'Cos I'm such a good liar
(Mr Hudson Ad-Lib)
I can't help myself I keep playing with fire
(Mr Hudson Ad-Lib)
(Tulisa Ad-Lib)
Such a good liar

Thoughts running wild through the night as I watch you sleep (She's getting closer)
I can't help but check his texts while he's passed out next to me (It's only a matter of time)
I'm on some CSI behaviour, Who's gonna save ya?
You'll be the fool when the truth comes out
But when those lights come on and what's her face is gone we're straight back to the same routine

I tried to believe every word of your sweet story
But intuition keeps telling me
Your making a fool outta me

'Cos I'm such a good liar
Just admit it
I never did it
Yes you did
No I didn't

I'm playing with fire
Just admit it
I never did it
I know you did it
No I didn't (yes you did)

'Cos I'm such a good liar
(Mr Hudson Ad-Lib)
I can't help myself I keep playing with fire
(Mr Hudson Ad-Lib)
(Tulisa Ad-Lib)
Such a good liar

Living life in disguise
Can't keep up with these lies
She do anything to try and catch me out
But I never leave no signs
In my heart we were meant to be
Guys like me we be like 2 or 3
Trust
I can't help myself I love girls (what) I get a kick out of playin' with fire
I get a kick out of playin' with fire
Playing with fire
Playing with fire
She ain't going no where, you know why?

'Cos I'm such a good liar
Just admit it
I never did it
Yes you did it
No I didn't

I'm playing with fire
Just admit it
I never did it
I know you did it
No I didn't (yes you did)

'Cos I'm such a good liar
Just admit it
I never did it
Yes you did it
No I didn't

I'm playing with fire
Just admit it
I never did it
I know you did it
No I didn't (yes you did)

u couldn't look at me..u wouldnt
u ignored me all the way
i tried to belive
ntg happened
did u know that i cried in class
did u know how painful it was seeing ppl so happy
when u hurted me so bad

2010-02-04T06:40:00.000-08:00

well..i guess i got hurt agn..

ever noticed that whenever u try so hard to be happy

it just seems to fire back

u try so hard..so hard to prove that u can do it

then its over

u try so hard to raise ur voice...u want ur family to hear ur voice

u just got muted

u gave ur love

all u got back was dirt

i'm really confuse here

why does it have to be this way

whatever happened to those happy moments

did it just get flushed

my mood swings are giving me whiplash

all i can say is

i'm giving up

so so quickly

hey its just the second month of the year....

love this song

2010-02-02T05:46:00.000-08:00

love love love this song

agn the words written in bold are my fave

{Verse 1}
She lives in a fairy tale Somewhere too far for us to find
Forgotten the taste and smell Of a world that she's left behind
It's all about the exposure, the lens, I told her
The angles are all wrong now
She's ripping wings off of butterflies

{Pre-Chorus}
Keep your feet on the ground
When your head's in the clouds

{Chorus}
Well go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle

Ba-da ba ba-da ba ba da

{Verse 2}
So one day, he found her crying
Coiled up on the dirty ground
Her prince finally came to save her And the rest you can figure out But it was a trick
And the clock struck twelve, well make sure
To build your house brick by boring brick
Or the wolf's gonna blow it down

{Pre-Chorus}
Keep your feet on the ground...
When your head's in the clouds...

{Chorus}
Well go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
We'll bury the castle, bury the castle

{Bridge}
Well you built up a world of magic Because your real life is tragic
Yeah you built up a world of magic...

If it's not real You can not hold it in your hands
You can't feel it with your heart
And I won't believe it
But if it's true
You can see it with your eyes Oh, even in the dark
And that's where I want to be, yeah!

{Chorus}
Go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle

{Outro}
Ba-da ba ba-da ba ba da Ba-da ba ba ba-da ba ba
[X3]
Ba-da ba ba-da ba ba da Ba-da ba ba ba ba-ba ba ba

totally love the badaba ba..stuff

2010-02-01T05:37:00.000-08:00

lao gong still remember this mah ><

is last year take wan

me and him finally 1 year 5 month liao

today he sent me alot of sweet sweet sms'

actually everyday oso sweet wan

i love u alot lao gong

^^

less on9

2010-01-31T02:34:00.000-08:00

as much as u'll be hoping: i won be on9 for a long time

because my dad banned me from the internet during the weekdays, school days excluding holidays

reason? because i couldn't wake up in the mornings

that's why

so yesterday was a saturday

meaning that i have to go out on that day..with the entire family

so instead of goin to hartamas like usual..we went to ikano instead after eating in one of our fav restaurants called...lala mui...can u believe it.. a restaurant called la la mui

they must be kidding

went shopping

ntg much

altogether cost around rm 99.90 from padini outlets

then at night this stupid guy go and sms me

i keep say no

i do not want to be sms pals with u

then i stop replying and he kept sending the texts

so i scolded him in two sms

with lots of swears

and then in 30 minutes finally shut him off

i know i this year, suddenely my rage is returning

did i mention that i slapped and injured someone?

i bet u don't want to know abt that

i have no idea y

last year so calm and so sweet

then this year.......

anyways

bb

addiction

2010-01-29T23:46:00.000-08:00

i m addicted to facebook

i mean the games

so fun

haha

ITS ALIVEEEE!!!! XD

2010-01-29T06:56:00.000-08:00

hahaha my phone is alive..ITS ALIVEEE

i'm serously crapping now

believe it or not

i checked on9: How to save ur wet phone

and the thing that popped up on screen..is

[ soak it in dry rice or something something that i've never heard of]

and i did..

and now its alive

i dunno how they do it

and there were like dozens of comments saying:

MY PHONE IS NOT DEAD THX SO MUCH HAHA..IT WORKS?

so...

i need to go shopping

not for clothes but for body care

lotion, falsies, other girly stuff

i know that its a shame for an ex- tomboy

well..too late

i'm so girly

and this year is the year that my lao gong finally saw my angry face

me so malu let him see my angry face

first time in 1 year 4 months

u know why i angry?

well, i think only my lao gong know

if wan know then ask me bah

ntg to do now

bb

2010-01-28T06:25:00.000-08:00

I HAVE OFFICIALLY BOMBED MY PHONE

AND WHEN I MEAN BOMB..i mean BOOM

ROSAK LIAO...LIKE BOOM BOOM...ITS WET

I ACCIDENTALLY SOAKED IT

SO PLS DUN SMS ME

i got my phone soaking in dry rice...

this wont be the last goodbye

2010-01-26T05:59:00.000-08:00

p.s she's the one with the red shorts

meet juliana teng. most of u know her as the cheeky mischevious annoying form 3 girl but now she's form 4 and she had migrated to aussie last saturday. god i miss her ....

she may be annoying but she's like this unique sunshine that u can't find any where else. she makes u talk. she makes u smile at the end of ur horrifiying day . she is my friend. more like a big sister to me since i never had one. she's my neighbour and she used to sit in the same van with me. i've known her for years and now i can't believe that i can't see her evryday now.
anyways

last saturday she called my mum from the air port to pick up some things from her now abandoned house. they were plastic bags full of cards and farewells so that i could post them to her friends in sss. she also left me some things

now she' slike goneeee!!!!! THE FAMOUS JULIANA HAS LEFT THE BUILDING OF SSS
i know she has a funny smile but hey she's getting braces and u better believe that she'd be way way prettier when its gone

btw she's the one holding the drink
she left me these. it made me cry.
BOOKS!!! i love them !!

so that's the end of my post

bye bye

but julie this wont be the last goodbye kay

tell me soon if u're coming back to visit malaysia